Third stop: [Audio] Post Virus Freakout (Open post)

[stop_flashtime]

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I don't know what to think about all that I did this past weekend. I really don't. I remember Crash saying something about a virus, but still, that's no excuse for how I acted.

I'm sorry, Crash. I shouldn't have done any of that.  I'm not sure how to fix things.  I can't even work out my own damn feelings about this now...

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[stop_flashtime]

Yes I do.

I'm leaving, Crash. It's better this way...

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

You didn't do anything wrong!

And no! You're not allowed to leave!

[stop_flashtime]

After all that I did over the past weekend, you're saying I did nothing wrong? After what I did with you and Quick?

You aren't stopping me, Crash. At least things will go back to normal for you guys...

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

That was because of the virus, so yes you didn't do anything wrong! I did the wrong thing cause I said yes.

And... You really think that's what's gonna happen?!

[stop_flashtime]

I could have hurt you, acting like that. And you should have never had to deal with me asking for something like that.

I can hope it will for you guys. I know it won't for me.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

Could have, should have, it doesn't matter okay?! It happened! And running off isn't going to fix a single thing, Flash!

[stop_flashtime]

I can't even look you guys in the eye after that.

It's better this way, Crash. And you won't have to worry about me bothering Quick anymore.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

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No it's not better! I don't care, I want you to stay,

[stop_flashtime]

I can't. I'm sorry, but I can't stay. Not like this.

I think there has to be something wrong with me, Crash.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

Yes you can!

N-no, there's nothing wrong with you! It was just the virus!

[stop_flashtime]

No. I can't.

Then shouldn't I be able to go back to how I felt before easily? Why do I still feel so confused?

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

Yes. You can!

... I... I don't know.

[stop_flashtime]

You aren't changing my mind, Crash.

I'd never felt like I did under the virus before, and I've never felt this way before either. There has to be something wrong...

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

I can try!

... b-but, don't leave. I'm sorry.

[stop_flashtime]

If it makes you happy, then go ahead. Keep trying.

Don't apologize, Crash. It's not your fault I'm leaving. I just want to make sure that I'm not around to risk hurting one of you guys. If something's wrong with me...

This damn virus just had to make things confusing.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

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this whole damned world makes things confusing.

[stop_flashtime]

You're right about that.

I don't know what to do anymore, Crash. Things are so much more complicated now.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

You can stay? Please?

[stop_flashtime]

No. I can't, Crash. I'm sorry, but I just can't.

Better off alone than risking something like that happening again.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

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Fine, but you better have your digimon with you when you go.

[stop_flashtime]

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[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

Flash Man.

[stop_flashtime]

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Yes?

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

You left you digimon behind, didn't you?

[stop_flashtime]

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What would you do if I said yes?